Day 29 - The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Once I read what today's topic was I knew for sure who i was going to write about. You are someone that means the world to me and that I can't live without. Your the person that provides for me, the one that cares for me, and the one that brought me into this world. Mom, you get mad at me almost every time we talk because I never open up to you and tell you what's going on in my life. I can honestly say I'm sorry for that, I'm sorry for shutting you out of my life at times. I've been trying more and more to tell you what's going on in my life, but I can't. I can't at times because I just don't feel comfortable telling you personal things that are going on in my life. You mean the world to me and I appreciate everything you do for me. I never forget everything that you've gone through and everything you've helped me achieve in my life. But one thing you might have to understand is that right now I can't let you into certain parts of my life. I know you're upset because of this and I'm sorry, so just give me time. Give me time to experience what I have to experience and then maybe some day I'll be able to tell you more. I don't think there's much else I can say about the matter beside the one hundred different ways I can say sorry. You told me that reading this blog is the only way that you get any information about my life, and when I began writing this I always hoped that you'd find a way to read it. So thank you for always being in my life and thank you for accepting that there are a lot of things I can't tell you. Thank you for being there for me, because one day I'll need you by my side to let you know everything that's going on.