Day 20 - The one who broke your heart the hardest

Well considering I'm only a fifteen year old boy, I have never had my heart broken. So basically, I'm writing to someone I don't even know yet. Sure I've been in many relationships, but they were all casual and in all honesty were no where close to true love. I know that one day I will meet you, I will fall in love with you, I will put all my trust in you, and your going to let me down. You're going to be the one who broke my heart the hardest. Part of me wishes that I have met you and this had all happened already because I know that it's going to hurt. I know that I'm going to want no one else for a long time, and I'm going not going think about anyone but you. So, I guess all I'm saying is that I want you to be easy on me, I want you to realize that I'm only human and your probably going to mean the world to me. I get it, things happen for a reason but that doesn't mean I deserve to have my heart broken. I understand completely that it happens to everyone, and I'm honestly scared of the day when this happens to me. I'm in high school and I don't plan on falling in love with anyone any time soon because I know that in most cases it doesn't end well and someone ends up getting hurt. I know that the time your together matters the most, but no one ever focuses on how you feel afterward. I don't want to have my heart broken but it's inevitable. So to you, the person that is going to break my heart the hardest, just remember that I'm not going to be ready for it and to go easy on me. I have a tendency to fall hard and fast for people, so keep that in mind. Even though I'd like to wait as long as possible before I meet you, I know one day we'll see each other and I will fall in love, and you will break my heart.