Sunday, July 18, 2010

Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to.

This one was another one where I didn't know who to write about for a while, so I really had to think. These aren't easy, but you have to sit down and think until someone comes to mind. So for this I'm writing to you because I feel like the first time me and you had something I was rude, so in a way it's like me asking for a second chance. This second chance that I want you to give me I probably don't deserve but I want you to hear me out. We dated, we broke up, then along the way we had a thing here and there and there were even some times when you didn't talk to me for months. Every time you end up "hating" me, a month or two later you come back like nothing happened. I think this is because we so have such a good friendship, but the problem throughout the last year is that you always want more. I have to admit there were times where I wanted more too, but you always found a way to either confuse me or you freaked out about every thing I did that involved another girl. You never gave me time to just think about myself and if I wanted to be with you. I know that it was selfish of me to ask you to wait for me, so I understand why you were mad. You trust me with a lot, I know that and I love that, I love that you know that you can call me at all hours of the night to tell me what's going wrong in your life because you know I can help you. So now if you ever read this, I want you to know that I want to be your friend before anything more, I want you to just like me as a friend and not expect more right off the bat. Don't stop talking to me for months over nothing, because I like being your friend. So next time your mad about a little thing I do, remember that you mean a lot to me and I hate losing you as a friend. So I hope we can both give each other a second chance at friendship, thank you.

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