Day 11 - A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Grandpa, hi. Words can't begin to describe what comes to mind when I think of you. I miss you so much, more and more each day. It's weird to think about how you're not here right now, with me and Mom. I get that you're up there somewhere, watching us, watching what we're doing, and I hope your happy. There's nothing that would hurt me more than to disappoint you. When I think about you I think about all the memories from our old house on Clifford street and even your house in Chelsea before that. I remember Mom taking me and Chris to see you and Grandma some afternoons and I would sit on your lap and watch The Price is Right whenever it was on, and I remember I hated all the parts that didn't have a game involved because I didn't understand the show back then. I remember at Clifford street you watching me do my first dive into the pool because I had been afraid for so long, but when I finally got up the courage, you were there watching me. I remember how the only person in the family Nicky ever truly liked was you, and how she would sleep under your chair in the basement whenever you were down there. Thinking about you brings up so many amazing memories, and it makes me sad that you're gone, but it makes me happy because I know that the time you spent on Earth was not wasted. I will never forget about you and I miss you more than you could ever imagine. Please keep an eye out for me and Mom while you're up there, I love you.