Monday, July 19, 2010
Day 23 - The last person you kissed.
Well this is just a little awkward to write because my last kiss was probably six or more months ago. I know, I get around. But seriously, writing to the last person I kissed is a little hard because the feelings I had for this person are long gone by now. It's hard to write about something that happened so long ago, and about a person I rarely talk to anymore. You still like me, or so that's what you told me that last time we talked. I honestly wish I could feel the same way but I just can't, at the time you meant a lot to me but as of now you're just another friend. We're not even that good of friends anymore, you honestly don't get how much you piss me off at times. You do the things that you know get me annoyed and some of the times I just want to stop talking to you all together. I don't do this though because I know the friendship we have means more than the aftermath of our so called "thing." You have to understand that it didn't work out with us for a reason, and you've hopefully moved on by now. I'm not someone that's worth waiting for. I'm useless when it comes to holding a connection with someone and I'm not worth your time. So forget me, but don't forget what we had. We shared a lot, and you'll always be a close friend but nothing more. I look at you now as nothing more than a acquaintance and that does hurt at times. I know that time goes on, and your starting to like new people and I'm genuinely happy for you. So to you, the last person I kissed, you were no mistake. I don't regret kissing you but you have to understand that it was probably our last kiss. Please don't leave my life because I will always want to be your friend.
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