Thursday, July 15, 2010

Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad.

You, the person that pesters my mind, are probably one of the most confusing people I have ever had the honor of meeting. You honestly "pester" my mind in good ways and bad ways, all in the sense that I just don't get you. I don't understand one single part of you. I'm not saying this is a bad thing, it's up to you when you're going to reveal who you are and what your thinking, because I honestly do not think that anyone knows who you want to be. I think about you constantly because you always keep my head spinning, always making me question different things about you. It's almost like a game when you think about it, it's like I have to discover more about you each and every day. The only thing I don't like is I don't feel like you trust me enough to let me in, to show me what your all about. I want to change that, I want to be the person you go to when your finally ready to just let everything out, I don't know if I will ever be that person but I can hope. Until that day, if it ever comes, I guess I'm just forever guessing. Your the person that everyone looks at and they just can't make up your mind about you, and neither can I. There are so many possibilities that come to mind when I think about you. I hang out with you and it's like you could be any person. You act one way one minute, and another way another minute. Your always changing and I don't like that. I don't know if you act like this because you're afraid, confused, or you just don't know what to think about yourself. You pester my mind, and for some reason or another I like it, so for right now don't ever change. But when you're ready to talk and to decide who you really are, I'm here. So thank you for giving me something to think about, your always keeping me guessing.

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