Day 4 - Your siblings

There's two of you for this. I'm here writing about/to both of you. You're my brother, and you're my sister. Throughout the years I've watched you both grow, fall apart, and make every single mistake imaginable. No matter the situation, good or bad, one of you managed to screw up somewhere, and I'm not saying that's wrong. I highly doubt that I will never make a mistake, I've already made a few of my own. What I'm truly trying to say here is thank you, thank you for giving me the chance to learn from your mistakes, to see what not to do, to see how I should live my life. I'm not saying this in any negative or derogatory way, I'm saying this because it's the truth. Seeing you both throughout the years, I don't want to go out and party so hard that I can barely find my way home. I don't want to have a child before I'm married. I don't want to make my parents cry. What I'm trying to say is that I don't want to follow in the same tracks as you both. I feel as though right now I'm coming off as mean, which I don't want to. This is supposed to have me show my true feelings, and this is it. You both have taught me so much through the years, and you mean more than anything to me. I couldn't imagine life without you two in it. I may not always like you two, but your my blood, my siblings. I see parts of you in me everyday, but to be honest I don't want to make the same decisions you did. So thank you for teaching me, thank you for helping me grow up, thank you both for making me into the person I am today, and thank you for being there as I grow up just like you two did. I also want to thank you for all the times in the future where you'll see me screw up at points, but I know you won't hate me for it, and you won't judge me for it. I love you both.

Day 3 - Your parents

Well I don't really know where to start this one. I've stared at this screen trying to think of what to type for a while, and I've gotten no where. So I guess I'll just go from here. Mom, Dad, you both mean the world to me. Even though it may not seem like it sometime, I never forget all that you've done and all that you do for me. I know sometimes I complain, yell, act spoiled at points, but in the end I just want to be the best son I can be because I know that's what you two deserve. Our lives have been hell at times, and has been miraculous at others, you have to learn to take the good with the bad, and oh man have I learned to do that.

Mom, you're a mom like no other. I know sometimes I forget that you're just one person, and sometimes I ask too much of you, and I'm sorry for that. You're one of the greatest Mom's anyone could ask for. Whenever I need something your there for me, we sometimes don't have much to work with in our lives, but you make things happen. You've been through so much and yet you still come out of everything smiling, just trying to make OTHERS happy. Sometimes I feel like you need to focus less on me and the rest of the world, and focus on yourself because you are the one who deserves to be happy. I want to be there for you just like your there for me, when things in our life don't always go as expected, I don't want all the weight to be put on you. I want to help, and I can help. I love you and I love all the things you've done for our family. Thank you so much and never change.

Dad, I don't know where to start with you. You may not always know what to do in certain situations, and you may not always make the right choices, but you are always there for me. I know that I may not be the best son at times, and I know I may complain about the stupidest things, but you know that in the end I do it, even if I may not do it with a smile. If there's one thing I've truly learned from you in the past years, it's the one motto you say after everything. "It's the next right thing to do." You've been telling me this since I as born, and I see you live by this everyday. If someone needs help, you help them. If someone needs guidance, you give it to them. If someone drops something, you pick it up, that's the type of person you are and I've learned a lot from that. Thank you for always being there, thank you for being the Dad that you are.

Day 2 - Your crush

As a lot of my friends know, I'm one of those guys who ALWAYS likes someone, and I usually move on pretty quickly. I'm not saying this is a good quality, but it's me. I also usually like more than one person, I don't know why, it just happens. But through the years, you, my current crush, have always been on my mind. I don't think I've truly ever gotten over you. We dated for a few months, we never really did anything, but that's partly what I loved. We were both younger and whenever we hung out, all we did was talk. We talked for hours without even knowing it. I loved everything about our relationship because it was so simple. Our age difference made it difficult, but we somewhat managed it. I think you have a feeling that I still like you like that, and even though we don't talk that much anymore, I think that's going to change. You meant a lot to me, and that's never changed. If you ever read this I'm sure you can figure out it's you, and that's okay because I think you might feel the same way somewhere inside you. I could be wrong, and that's okay. We've both dated since we were with each other, but does that even matter in the end? I don't know if we will ever date again, but I know you'll almost always be on my mind. Someday I hope it can work again, crush.

Day 1 - Your Best Friends

My best friends, theres no place I could start or finish for this one. I'm one of those people that has more best friends than you could imagine. I never like to single anyone out or say one is ahead of the other. My best friends are always there for me in different situations that I've come across. I can't write about everyone, theres not enough space, so don't get offended if I didn't mention you, you all mean the world to me.

Steph: Steph, you are truly my best friend. We met last year through Olivia, and we've hit it off ever since then. I still remember sitting in Olivia's kitchen and you came over and pulled my hair, then immediately I knew that we were going to be good friends. The one thing I love the most about you is you always tell me the truth, no matter how it affects me. If I look stupid in something, you tell me. If I do something weird, you tell me. If I'm not doing something right, you tell me. And it's not to hurt my feelings, you do it because you want to make me a better person. Your my best friend and I tell you everything. We can sit at your house for hours and just watch tv shows or home-made music videos and not get bored. We can go on an 18 hour car-ride to visit our best friend and I still don't get sick of you. Your the one person I never get tired of. I truly love you and wouldn't be able to live without you. We will be friends forever, no matter what. I love you, Steph.

Julia: Theres not much I can't say about you. Whenever we're together, I always smile. You give me a reason to laugh even when I'm in the worst mood imaginable. We had 4 classes together last year, and even though we fought immensely, I'm gonna miss it. Even after we would get in the biggest fight about whatever, we'd go home and Skype and make plans for the weekend. You made me a different person, you tell me when I'm doing something wrong, and you give me a reason to laugh everyday. Friends since kindergarten, friends forever. I really do love you, and I'll see you at nationals, bring your A game.

Anna: Even though we haven't been friends for the longest time, I can't help but laugh and smile whenever we're together. Sure we get in fights, but that just shows how alike we are. I have to admit we were different people at the beginning of the year, but I think because we became better friends, we definitely changed for the better. People put us through a lot of stupid stuff, but we don't let it bug us because we know it's not true. You've been through so much, and I'm always here for you, and I hope/know your there for me. We will always be friends, and I love you. Thank you for being there for me, especially in kindergarten, that backpack meant the world to me.

30 Day Challenge

In the next 30 days I will attempt to write about the given topic provided for each day. I'll try my best, but no promises :P

Day 1 - Your Best Friends. [done]

Day 2 — Your Crush. [done]

Day 3 — Your parents. [done]

Day 4 —Your sibling (or closest relative). [done]

Day 5 — Your dreams. [done]

Day 6 — A stranger. [done]

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush. [done]

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend. [done]

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet. [done]

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to. [done]

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to [done]

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. [done]

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you. [done]

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from. [done]

Day 15 — The person you miss the most. [done]

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country. [done]

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood. [done]

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be. [done]

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad. [done]

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest. [done]

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression. [done]

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to. [done]

Day 23 — The last person you kissed. [done]

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory. [done]

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times. [done]

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to. [done]

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day. [done]

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life. [done]

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to. [done]

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror. [done]